
There's times where I go days without speaking to my friends, ignoring their texts for no other reason than I'm so drained and conversations overwhelm me. And it is but it's also stressful, difficult, isolating. “I always thought college would be wild nights and crazy parties and messy hook-ups. He leaned closer to you instead, body language urging you to continue. “You know, nobody really warns you about how lonely being an adult is.” Hongjoong wanted to scream out in agreement. if that's the case, message me but don't let me see your private info.

this is both of our chances to change that, to be our old selves again or become a newer, better version. maybe your friends are just like mine and they've told you to put yourself out there more or that they miss the old you. but, maybe you're like me and the past months have been you living in autopilot, waking up because you have to, not because you want to. that's fine, you're not the person for the job, please move on from my profile. maybe you don't understand what i'm asking for, maybe you think this sounds like a scam that ends with you dead. call them dates if you want, i don't care. i just want us to live a few moments together, as strangers.

i don't want to know you, and i don't want you to know me. what i really need is someone to experience things with, experiences that my friends are too exhausting to give me and my family is too judgemental.

This may sound strange but i'm not looking for a relationship or a casual hook-up.
